Rival
Yes, Whenever someone new visits this site. I'm scared I make an ass outta myself, scared I show them how boring I'am, scared that they absolutely hate what I put a lot of effort into and blast at me with their comments, but when someone tells me how my work has helped them think or that it gives them 5 minutes of peace to their day, I keep writting. I do this for them.
   

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Friday, October 23, 2009
It's Not Quite Just There...Yet.

I guess you can approach life in many ways. It痴 an open world, full of un-measurable variables working together to create uniquely defined events in your time line. You can spend most of your time looking at the big changes in your life, amazed or afraid of the change that you are now faced with for the rest of your life because past is history. I知 pretty sure, you値l realize almost everyday is the same day, and you値l go home feeling like the day was just a normal day. You can spend some of your time realizing the small wonderful things in your life, fantasizing about the articulate and such beautiful precision of how things eventually came to be. I知 still pretty sure, you値l end up drifting off into your own world, not realizing the things that are moving ahead of your current time lapse.

I知 sure sure most of you find a time in your busy life, just to reflect on how everything came to be. Your worst moments, when you were most down and unable to control the events of everything that's happening around you. The moments that you question and demand answer and justice for fairness and understanding. Your happiest moments, where you just want to share the joy because its just overfilled within you. Where you池e free of care and your up with expressing in which every method suits the way you feel most. Those most stupidest moments you shake your head at and wonder what the hell were you doing and thinking then. Those most proud moments where you love to brag and let it out that, that's you, that's what you did and look at the result. The moments that teach you how to keep going, to get on your two feet and realize, the clarity, the wisdom, the strength of who you are.

You値l also reflect on the relationships you had in this life. Your family, your friends and your fancy infatuations and romances. The fights you have with your family, the things that break you as a family, but also the same things that make you a family, your deep stories of how you are brought up and the result of being you, when no one else is just around. The good times you have with your friends, the things you couldn稚 share with anyone else but with them, the way you learnt to become you with their wisdom. The infatuations that estranged a friendship, the risks you took for someone you weren稚 sure that would feel the same, the chance, the thrill, the thoughts of knowing everything after but nothing of the first few steps to their hearts. Or maybe you did? The person you share your world with, the freedom of acceptance and without fear of being alone.

You can look back, realize the years that have gone so far past, the smile of how much things have changed, the bite on your lip of things you miss. You can look forward, see where you値l become in the years ahead. The hopes and your dreams, and the possible troubles and joys you may have to face in due time.You can look now, at yourself and compare...is this how you really wanted to live your given life? A question you would always be asked through life, and the answer to life...would always be within you.

Posted at 02:04 am by Rival
 

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